but I can’t help it. I’ve been a very, very busy girl. There are plenty of thoughts, feelings and words to be vomited out between the last entry and now. And it might take several hours to write about it all. Since I’ve got less than 10 minutes I’ll just list them out briefly in no particular order.
1. I got acquainted with the term “load shedding” the last three weeks or so. In the easy term, it’s tiada karan (no electricity). However, this term is used for the scheduled daily power cut during the monsoon season in view that there is not enough power supply because of the low water level (after heavy usage during summer) in the dams to generate electricity for everyone in the nation 24 hours. I was told this happens almost annually. And so, we had to make do with three to six hours of power cut daily for at least three weeks. It seems all is back to normal for the past one week. Anyway. Just something new to note about.
2. I’ve just agreed to take up three new Korean students for private English tutoring starting this month. Teaching Mon-Thu for two hours isn’t too bad. What’s bad is I don’t have a vehicle and total rickshaw fare at the end of the week is enough to buy me a new pair of shoes. On the other side of it, at least I can keep in touch with my hate-love teaching of English.
3. Got acquainted with several talented musicians/singers on campus recently. It’s as if I’m back walking on an old, familiar pathway which hasn’t been trodden on for a long time. There’s a musical program we’re involved in this coming Friday night and I’m kinda glad that I could at least use my old, out-dated, rusty tricks on the keyboards again. Hehe.
4. Went through a period of frustrating and disappointing experiences. At the same time, the feeling of fear and change seeped in. Fear that things might never be (ever) as what I would have liked it to be no matter how positive I wish to have reacted to the situation. And the inevitable change in both thoughts and spirit is rather painful. And to think that the change is possibly irreversible sounds like a permanent head damage. Hmmm. It’s scary to think that I’m blind to tell when I should give up and and when to stay strong.
5. The last three days I’ve been holding a non-functioning phone due to some network glitch. Not sure when this will end but the funny thing is I’m not at all bothered about it. I use to think that I cannot live with my cell phone or cannot live without receiving or sending at least one SMS a day. Come to think of it, it’s so easy to be slaves to inanimate objects. Anyway, I still hold on to my ugly handphone just to check the time. Yes, I am forever time conscious but rarely on time. Hehe.
6. Got an SMS from my bro last week that there is a new kid in his family. Can’t wait to see how she looks like this Sarah Faith :)
7. I heard my Ginger girl is pregnant! A little worried who will take care of her pups when they’re out.
8. Got some kind of skin allergy and I have no clue till now as to the cause of this itching on my lower legs. Water? Air? Bugs? Spices? Hate how my legs and arms feel like now. And I hate how lazy I am to find out.
9. Currently reading “Love in the Time of Cholera” by Gabriel Garcia Marquez. The story is set somewhere in Carribean but strangely it reminds me a lot about the country I am in right now. Where beauty and the ugly, the magnificent and the horrible are intermingled into a colourful kaleidoscope of unending wonders.
10. I’m thankful my parents cannot see me as I am now.